alien

if i am being really honest I really want to be in a film so badly, why am i not in a film i should be in a film 

realistically ma tête est too empty so great 

so unsatisfied with current state why am i actually not maybe in a really nice old hotel room with wine and a film or also painting or maybe by the beach and it's sunny, one of my bedrooms misses like all the sun why oh why i love love winter so much ? but without the sun i feel so miserable but i wonder how i would feel if i associated the winter weather with no burden of school work like please why am i not on holiday i also just wish i could stop stressing about future career endeavours its soooo unnecessary if anything else there is like nothing i can do right now so why am i spending so much of my time being so concerned by this

another thing im so not into is the fact that my mood and how i feel about my day is so dependant on other people i guess that's natural but people are so disappointing i am going to make my happiness self sustainable but that probably will not happen if im being honest .. awkward 

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[rodyarebours]

tres jolie attrisant conscience viens boire du vin avec moi we can talk about art and films and french love luke

[aliceeira]

j'aime bien!!!!!!