being the center of my own existence in search of the beauty of my own existence ive lost self gratitude alas for good reason i cant wallow anymore i need ugly progression

I need to be in church I need to do something so poetic , I am the human form and embodiment of poetry, i am so poetic my life is a poem I am my own vessel my face is a story i am a vessel self subsiding i need to create more be less a being a creature...